cabin fever

I guess it's the combination of not being able to drive yet, the weather, and the sad thought of not going w/ the girls to Florida. (that's right. I'm going w/ Steve this year instead) which will be fun and I'm so excited. But it's not the same as the girls. :( But I've got cabin fever BAD. I'm looking forward to being able to get in the tanning bed and pretend I'm somewhere warm on a beach. And it's not just the winter part. I'm bored. Bored w/ my job. Bored w/ my house. Bored w/ home schooling. Bored w/ the hum drum of every day life. So I'm so pathetic looking forward to every little thing just trying to get through the winter until scenery changes and I can get outside and do something a little different. It reminds me of when the boys were little and even a doctor's appt. or a trip to wal mart was something to look forward to. Sad. Very sad.